You’re risking you’re life for something really bad,
I’m trying and trying not to be sad.
Trying to ignore, trying not to care,
But somehow I still, end up right here.
Between confusion and anger and feelings unsaid
am I trying to handle that you’re forcing your dead.
You tell me you got things under control,
But can I believe you? No, not at all.
You are supposed to be the true friend, the old and the smart.
But in the reality we are just drifting longer apart.
It’s breaking my heart that you’re doing this to me,
but to mom, dad and lil’ E? That’s breaking whole me.